Vodka and Cavier

Monday, 29 December 2008, 08:09

Okay, so school starts. This time will be a tough one, with more projects and exams coming.

Lily go go go.

Oh well, i bet everyone enjoyed their Christmas/eve. Spraying in town, celebrating at home, etc. I'hv the most memorable one too. I celebrated with my baby and soonlee. The venue we made our countdown was very unique. None of you will be there ever. And i bet the three of us were the special ones. Jealous or not? Alright, don't be disappointed with your squeezing in town, being a target of people who's holding the spray. Cause it didn't happen to us.

So, i celebrated both eve and christmas in tts hospital. (: Don't you think its so cool? Well, i bet you're. Dont be shy. I did enjoyed. I woke my sicked baby and soonlee up at 11.59 , to prepare for the countdown. So it goes like this. "Three, Two, One. Yea, Merry christmas to all." And we went back to sleep the next second.
So fun right?

DDDD,
I don't mind not celebrating those days. What i really mind is your health. So, so stop blaming yourself. Nobody's want this to happen too. And no more gratitude. I'm your girlfriend. I'm just doing my part to take care of you every single day, to make sure you will recover asap. Being your helping hands is always what i want to be.

Say no more. I want you recover asap okay? I'm waiting for you t celebrate my b'day with me. I love you.

My poor boy :(

( That thick tube was the one which connected to his lung. How gross, how painful. :( )

But he had just discharged yesterday already. So no more tube, but full of medicine. Take care of yourself. I'm waiting for you to bring me out. Waiting for you to hug me tightly once again.

Thursday, 25 December 2008, 09:00

Suddenly,

I miss shopping with my boyfriend. :(

I WANT HIM TO RECOVER NOW!

I WANT HIM TO HUG;

I WANT HIM TO KISS;

I WANT HIM TO PLAY;

I WANT HIM TO WALK;

(ME / WITH ME)

okays, sorry for the over-reacting.

The more i think, the more i hate that two bastards.

and the more i feel like breaking my tears.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, :(

, 08:05

Ass the nurses.
They don't allow us to stay overnight already. Ass ass ass. Now i'm back home with a worried heart. I hate leaving my boy behind alone in the hospital without any one's accompany. What if he needs someone to help him up, okay can't imagine that. Don't convince me that there's nurse to help. I will never put my trust on them. So inefficient. I think i can be a better one than them, but nurses have to cope with blood. So, thanks no.

Anyway, boyfriend is feeling much more better already. His face is not as pale as the past few days. So people who's worry, dont worry! I believe he can do it and recover asap. Cause he's always a brave and determine kid. Ran all the way to my house from Yishun park after being stabbed was a thumb-up.
I'm very very very proud of you boy. If you just turned off in the park without anyone knows, i guess i won't be seeing you anymore. You are not only brave and determine. You are way beyond any words. Clever, calm without any tears, etc. Your girlfriend, family and relatives salute for you. (:

I know you can, my brave boy.

So fuck those two guys. God see what you did. We don't have to revenge, cause i believe there's something called karma. So friends, no point going around and bash the innocent ones. (: Lets pray their hair got burned one day, ass being split into half one day, hand and legs itch like hell one day, stuck in the toilet bowl one day, stepping on banana skin one day, fuck girls and get HIV one day. Okays. Maybe die immediately now. Good bye!

People ask why can't walk in Yishun park in the night?
Cause nowadays there's a few Chinese guys got beat up by other races people. (Don't wanna say which race) As long as you take my words into consideration, that's enough.

Wednesday, 24 December 2008, 19:57

Bad news.

Weixiong was admitted to the tts hospital on 22 December midnight.
Was badly hurt but now condition has been stable already.
If anyone of you wish to visit him, do call my number and I'll tell you the ward.
(Those who dint know, he has actually shifted to the normal ward already)

However ,
don't wait to msn me cause I'll be staying in the hospital with him almost 24/7.
So call/message me or soonlee.
Visiting time is 12pm-2pm, 5pm-8pm.
But you can heck care this timing actually.
Come anytime you want but not too many people at one go.
Thank you.

Both of us really appreciate those people who had came before or sent a regard.
Thank you very much.

P/S: Do not walk alone in yishun park during the dark or even day. Especially Chinese guys and girls. Be careful.

Sunday, 21 December 2008, 07:25

OUT OF THE BOX

Caught Snogging today with boyfriend. Is it very surprising? Haha!
How come? Cause it is a movie! Yes, MOVIE! I don't know why but have the urge to catch one since yesterday. So both of us got up at 2 and checked the timing. The earliest is 2.45pm at amk, cathay. So we.. russssshhhhh! I went t clean up first and boyfriend tidied bedroom. His turn, and i dolled up. hahaxxx. So good t have boyfriend staying over at my house sometimes. He will help me tidy up my big bed sheet, which i hate it. I prefer single mattress. But i do love tidying tgt too. We'll have pillow fight when tidying half-way. Then my mom will scream. -,-
LOL!

So the movie is nice. I like it very much. Story line is almost the same as high school musical. It's about teenagers romance. So sweeeet. I hope i can have something like that too. But boyfriend and i have been tgt too long. So is like no more sweet sweet sparks. We chat as if we are old couple, like my mom and dad. But sometimes i think my parents are even sweeter than us. Theirs "quarrel" sometimes really made the whole laugh, and they laugh too. haha. (Okay, i'm laughing to myself now)

Friday, 19 December 2008, 11:04

hello sup!

back once again to have more photos and words.

and again, its some outings with family.

And now, something wrong under the roof. The atmosphere is freaking weird. I think, the blames are all fall into my two cousins. They made a huge lotsa noises the past three weeks. Their entertainments, their jokes and their cuteness really made my mouth wide sometimes. Now they were back home. The next time seeing them will be cny. I'm looking forward already.
I love their presence, really.
Though they get me irritated off sometimes. :)
Jie x2 love you both. (LOTS!)

I like being a big sister.
I love taking good care of the youngest. I love hearing kids calling me Jiex2. I love them kissing on my cheeks when i did them favours. Nothing can beat down the sweetness of the kids nowadays, especially my kids. (i'm referring to the two of them, Jasmine&Jasper)
;D

My mom is very funny.
My uncle called and asked, "Did haox2, (Jasper) turn fat?"
And my mom laughed and said,
"I don't know. But i'm very sure my wallet turning slim."
HAHAHA! (LAUGH!)

i think my sister looks nice in the first picture. :)

Stage caps
(both red ;D)

My boyfriend and I.
Don't you think we look so compatible?

Omg, how come my boyfriend still holding his baby's baox2?!
BLUE BAOX2. ;)

omg, how come girlfriend also has one?!
PINK BAOX2 ;)

My boyfriend number 2. :D
(lily two-time :x)

OMG!
This is very wrong!
How come my two boyfriends know each other?
Freaking god! This is Unbelievable!
Maybe they are bi?
( then where do i stand? :( )

Wednesday, 17 December 2008, 10:56

Some photos taken on Monday's night

(after boyfriend's work)

(dress-up)

(dress-down)

It's already three in the morning, and i'm still awake with the lights off. Boyfriend and boyboy cousin are still awake for the sake of psp. Psp=guys are awake! (: And i don't know what my cousin is trying to do. He's lying beside weixiong, while weixiong plays "don't know what car races" which made both of them so engross. And i don't understand why my cousin is speaking Cantonese to him, when weixiong doesn't even understand any single shit.

cousin: kor, how come your armpit so smelly? (in Cantonese)

weixiong: HUH?!

lily: While browsing the net, "ha ha ha ha ha ha"

weixiong: Dear, what he say?

lily: hahahaha, he says your armpit smell nice! (:

weixiong: huh? got meh. nothing leh. dont have lah.

lily and cousin: hahahahahaha!

cousin: kor, ni hen "sidupi" de leh. jiang yong yi pian. wahahaha!

lily: LOL!

Alright, gonna turn in now.
Jasmine has already went into her lala-land.

If not tmr will be waking up late again.

But both of them (the guys) are lying on my bed.

Moreover, they are laughing like mad cows.

They won't want to turn in, for sure!

Where can i sleep? :(

Monday, 15 December 2008, 01:50

I think this gonna be a random post. Yes, very random. Cause i'hv nothing better to do so.

Will be going t town to wait for baby t finish his work, & watch the beautiful Christmas trees with cousins and baby, with the ride by daddy. (Laugh! I just typed babies instead of baby. I'm not flirt!) At the same time, look up for some new dresses from F21. It's EOYS, gonna spend if mom and dad willing to help this penniless baby. :)

I feel so no money now. So insecure cause whenever i go i feel like spending. But due to the fact that LILY's pocket is on fire, I have t endure and stay at home practically everyday. Mom promised me that she gonna bring me out one day t shop for clothes. However, i can see mom's forcing herself from doing so cause of her legs. :(

Mom hurt her leg again.

Its my fault this time round.

She hurts her legs because of me.

She hurts her leg AGAIN because of LILY! :((((((((

Mom wants me t have a warm bed-room with nice furnitures.

She hurts her leg when fixing my cabinet.

She still helped when she knows she can't squat too long.

She still endured and cleaned the house everyday without fail.

Mom, i'm so so so sorry.

Mom, i love your hug.

( I love that day when i cried and you hugged me tightly,

though i'm already seventeen.)

Mom, I want to be your little girl forever.

I dont want t grow up. I need you to be by my side forever.

cry

Family, boyfriends and girlfriends are important. Without them, there's no you. Without them, you have no one to rely on in and out of the house. Without them, you won't know how to survive through thick and thin. Omg, I'm hungry. Smell of mom's chicken rice. So where do i stop? Okay, Never mind.

Mom, you're the first. Dad and sister stand next. Baby, youre among the three of them. That means, not equally impt as mom but sometimes you didn't lose to dad and sister. But dad and sister are my blooded one. So sometimes they win you. HAHA. Okay, i don't know what I'm talking about. I'm sure you know what I'm trying to say,yeas. (: Girlfriends like family of #007, ting&pm. Is Ms Wong included as girlfriends? But still, you people are so important in my life. Not only in my primary/secondary schools. Now you girls are still with me though we seldom meet. :) I'm so sorry if i left some of you up in the past or what. But now i know you all are the one. sorry s. Right now in the poly, ASL. Though i don't follow both of you up very often after school. Thanks being there for me when I'm in need. You two really the joke of my school days. Yous make me smile in both lectures and tutorials, also the encouragements. In fact my English has improved because of the two of you! hah Even though we knew one another less than a year, but is just like different. Making a turning point of my life. Hup! :D Some of boyfriend's brothers. I love hanging out with you all, really. You guys really good in making people laugh. Thanks for "some" because you people really entertained me well during messenger. I hope each and everyone of you'll be doing fine. Case close, peace and whatever shit. God bless.

Did i left anyone else?

Ya, ABC korkor. Though you didn't read my blog. In fact you don't even know i have one. But still, i hope you'll know that you are the best brother i ever have. We didn't contact anymore. Or maybe once in a year which is your birthday. But i won't forget the date when you ask me the question which i have been waiting before. 12 march 2006. I miss you, really. :(

Enough of whole chuck of words.

Do i look as if i'm writing my last word?

Goodnights!

Friday, 12 December 2008, 07:26

It's finally term break!

I'm both mentally and physically tired. I'm so well prepared for the upcoming war already. But doubt i have any remaining energy to carry the winning flag back. I won't salute, won't run away but to face the fate that it is, like this.

hahaha/

It have been so long seen i posted. Like more than a week? Yes because i'm busy, resulting sparing lesser time for my babies. I felt so guilty. I asked them to come but i left them at home almost everyday. Hey, i didn't go anywhere. I went back home straight after schools. But due to the fact that projects and works are piling really up.
I'm not going to SALUTE!
You ass projects. :D

Okay, there's some photos no yet upload.
(Taken during this two weeks)

Ting's birthday on DECEMBER 8 !
(My two beloved girlfriends)

TOP ONE!
(This ktv is really nice, with smoke effect, disco lighting and many more!)

Barbeque at East Coast Park.

Merry-go-round.
& Take me to the lala-land, pleasseee.

Bowling.

SAF CLUB!

Imagine my whole family were all playing with Arcade Games.
(Daddy, Mommy, Sister, Sister's bf, Boyfriend, my two babies & Lily)
Fun fun fun! I'm loving it. :)

Okay, i'm tired already.
Good night everyone. :D
xoxo.