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Friday 31 October 2008, 06:07
Feeling so sick now. I'm fainting already. Tmr's class barbecue. But now, I'm having sore throat, flu and cough. How can?! :( Really hope to get over soon.
Yep! MD's barbecue tmr! ;D
I'm so so so looking forward. It will be MD's first class gathering and maybe the last? :x Really have to say, my class isn't that united. Unlike secondary where the whole class do things together. But i hope after tmr, our class's spirit will get better, yea. (:


Photo shooting today in school.
Like finally, i feel that I'm part of NYP. HAHA/ Though i have attended school for one sem already, but what i do was go lectures & tutorials and home. No cca, didn't participate in any events. And yes today, its a turning point for me somehow. LOL!
I represented Diploma in Marketing for photo shooting with Aqitah.
Haha, but isnt that nice. We have to take twenty to thirty shoots for a single position. :s
Its freaking tiring plus im not feeling well.
Nice experience after all. :)


HAHA. My finger seem like a giant compared to sarah's.

So gross! :s
James's hand. Poor thing luh! :x


REPLIES TO TAG
KOUNGCIBAO: You cucumber luh! Stupid! You like to eat carrot! Smelly ass! hahaha/
ALINE: I'hv no idea why you are so bored. But i'm sure i feel like giving you a tight slap cause you keep spamming my tag board and talk nonsense.
Like you, with lots of craps. BITCH! HAHAHAHA! -runaway-
MICHELLE: haha/ The campus is very big you know? haha. But i always hang ard at the business blocks which is a, b, c, d. (:


Sunday 26 October 2008, 10:25

After so many months, i met chow. I totally lost control when i saw him. Shouted "jiemei" like so freaking loud when my eyes pin pointed a very "HOT GUY''! HAHA/ Too happy to see you luh!, JIEMEI! Veron then catch up with us a lil later. Then dinner together. As usual, our followed up activity was cam-whored.
Reminisce the past.
I really miss it so much. :(
We settled down outside civil centre and rang up ms.selvis, our ex-form teacher. Chatted about our recent lifes. And we will be meeting one day in November. Yeah!, I'm so looking forward to that day. :)


He looks freaking unwilling to take photo with me.
But i know, you are just hiding you feeling. I can read your mind. (:


HAHA. She looked funny.
We forced her to do this. LOL!





(:
Okay, i know is this 左。Sorry.

Saturday 25 October 2008, 10:02
The day i learn t be independent.
So much so, I'm still not used to it.
The presence of him has become my everyday.
No craps and his radiant smile.
My surrounding was too quiet, as if
I'm the only one who's living in this world.
And ya, the 812 bus driver.
Even its totally stranger,
i feel like talking to the aunt sitting next t me.
On the way back,
looking left and right, front and back.
All i can hear is the crisp sound.
My heart pumped faster and faster every second.
But,
I have learnt.
Learnt to be more independent.

Haiyo, dont mistaken again. My boyfriend is still my boyfriend. Is just that he's in M'ysia having holiday. And I'm so bored that i wrote this in f/s. "hey freak, i freaking miss you luh! You freaking bastard, cause you left me alone in Singapore. I'm freaking boring you know. And now you freaking sitting in the bus and relax, while me a freaking idiot helps you write comment. So freaking heartless. You better freaking take care of yourself in my hometown and freaking listen to what i have told you. BUY THOSE STUFFS I ASK YOU TO BUY. and you freaking shitty cause you didn't tell me you going KL. If not i freaking wont reject your parents' invitation. I freaking regret luh, if not i can see my freaking cute cousins. Okay, freaking tired. GOODBYE:" Hahaha/ Well, im real freaking bored. I think i have to stand up alone sometimes. Supposedly , my house should have some noise from the 4s. But none of them is at home except me and my parents. :( Awwwww.

Thursday 23 October 2008, 07:37
Let me show you guys something funny. HAHAHA.
HAHAHA/ My horny sister sent me this mail. The subject of this mail was so so decent; "balloon". So i opened up and saw this freaking hilarious image. LOL. I laughed loud not only because of this image. I recalled what i have done today in school. We were having yellow topics during my break time today. Cliques all laughed like mad cows. hahaha. Okay enough of all those pollution. hahahahaha/ Really have to brainwash tonight. hahaha/ Okay okay, Shut Shut!
*
I love my AFA lecturer/tutor. She's super funny. Though i have a straight four hours of AFA every thursday, but i think it will be enjoyable enough with her around.

Tuesday 21 October 2008, 23:54
There's two things i wanna say.
First, my previous post is not about my boyfriend. So stop asking me is it there's any problem between me and siew. But still, friends who are concern about my r/s i feel so thankful and touch. You people are really our supporter. & Because of .., my r/s is getting better and better and better! Your "effort" really paid off luh, f. You are the one whom i should thanks you personally i think. And don't test my patient, if its not me i think all your hair has been tore down already. Folks say, if wanna nourish your brain, eat more pig brains. If your hair really gone, i will be that kind soul and cook more pig hair and nourish your hair. hahaha/ kidding luh.
Next, yup yup the pair of eyes on my blog is mine. hahaha/ I know, so lammme. (;


Okay that's all i want to say.

P/S: I'm sorry for being so cruel or idiot in my recent posts. I didn't want it to be like this too. If you didn't provoke me, i wont make your life so difficult also. And i'm not showing off either. Just want to tell you, stop all those irritating nonsense. Thank you so much.

, 05:30

That cold room, filled with silence.
Tears and fear shivered down the spine.
Each time voices up, echo turns back to you.
Tried to hold back everything,
and faced it with confident.
Cant imagine when everything is gone.
Abandon the rest in that cold room.
How the rest will feel and react.
Nobody wants a drastic conclusion.
I can only pray,
pray for...


Nobody's gonna leave,please.

Monday 20 October 2008, 07:04
My stomach is all bloated with sushi. (:
I have sakae sushi lunch buffet as my one and only meal today. Make full use of the word "buffet" to replace my breakfast and dinner. lol. I almost die of "overloaded foods" after my lunch. haha/ Well, went with the two darlings, james, yl and bernard at park mall outlet. We even played games and made sure we finished up the foods. LOL! Before that we accompanied alineongailing t get her pay, AND( aware it AND) she wants us to shop with her in town. How evil can you be, girl!? :( You want me to watch you buy?! :( HAHA! However due to the buffet, we left no time to shop around. And she went home with empty handed. hahahaha! :x

There's one question that makes me wonder. I don't think i should write here also. After all this is a public blog. Though isnt a famous one, but people around me still view. And though its my personal blog but, in order to prevent any unnecessary conflicts, i shall just zip my mouth. or i have to stop my itchy hands :x
Maybe i'm too over sensitive or too good in wild imagination. These things are all jinx to me, which caused me to have sleepless nights. I really have to stop thinking, baby!

haha/ Let me show you my baby. (:
(An alive bee!)
(A DIED BEE!)
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Soooo cute right!. hahahaha.
Waiting for baby to come back home and accompany me orhorh. :c
He went to meet his GAY PARTNER.
SO GAYYYYYY! HAHAHAHA!

Saturday 18 October 2008, 22:42
I hope it will be my last time changing my skin.
Well, just realise my blog will only look nice in ie but not Morzilla.
Gbye!
*
YEPP!
I changed my skin once again, and simply like plain white. (: but i dislike my font of my introduction. Too big for my liking. Anyone else can teach me how to change. Cause i did millions of different trials, unfortunately its still the same. :[ Tag me if you know, pleeeeease. Oh ya, perhaps there's someone who still dont know. My tagboard is on the right, red in colour.
THANK YOU. ((((((:

Friday 17 October 2008, 09:56

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND! :D

1)It was boyfriend's birthday today.
2) Cabbed down to fetch boyfriend in the evening.
3) Boyfriend was curious, cause he dont know where are we going.
3) Dinner at villa bali; a very recommended restaurant.
4) Cabbed down to Hilltop and celebrated with his brothers and friends.


Villa Bali




















HILLTOP
(Okay, lets grab pictures!)





Having fun.(:


Ta showing off, cause it's his martell.
-,-


Bf, (iforgotname), soonlee!


Bf and Gf.


HAHA. His beautiful leg & Bf with smoke effect.


Same goes as this


With benny!


Freaking gays. ><


I think his head almost reach the ceiling.
Woho~


Don!


Bf's gay partner, Ta.








Mingxuan & Jasmine!


(:







Hope you really enjoy yourself today (with the help of friends), baby. Though it isn't as surprising as last year. But still, hope all those comfort treatments happened today would make you feel youre the most happiest guy in the world. haha! ^^
I love you. (:


P/S: Thank you so much my sweet lady, Veron.
I dont know what to say but a big THANK YOU! This time round, you really help me huge lot. Travelled down to town to purchase chanelle cake, when i have limited time. I really owed you big now. haha! I think my kiss is enough to cover everything yea? Loves. ((((((((((((((((;