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Saturday 30 August 2008, 04:07


She's my youngest cousin, chloe.
HAHA! Do we look alike?
Thats me when im young. (passport size photo)

So what we did were sitting at the coffee shop where the praying was held for the whole days, to "accompany" my grandfather.








So bored that dad bought colouring book for us to colour. LOL!
TRANSFORMER! BANG BANG~ :X


Kidnap

We read the news, and we know people/kids being kidnap by the kidnapper. We watched HongKong series, and see children being kidnapped. Killed if kidnappers cant receive any money. The sad thing is, the kids are innocent. So much so, its only a movie/show. You will never thought that it will happen to someone whom you know, and closed to you.
After all, its all so dramatic.

But it really happened to someone whom i know.

Son of a fucking rich father. Owns a street in Malaysia. A "successful" businessman.
(There's a hidden meaning behind for putting "") He's only 6 years old. Was being kidnapped in late March. Five days of living with the kidnappers. Asked to fork up RM 6,000,000 in order to save his youngest son. So drama that the kidnapper bought a psp to calm the kid down.(HAHA!) Maid was being stabbed when struggling to snatch his little boss back. After five days, the son came back safely without any injuries, and RM 6,000,000 was given. Was being bought to see the doctor immediately, and now this little kid has more than ten bodyguards beside him. (COOL UH! So fucking rich!)
Went to genting with this family before once. They stayed in the VIP room, where only datuks can stay. And guess what, this kid wore a LV shoe everywhere he goes.
BOUGHT A BRANDED SHOE AND ALLOW PEOPLE TO STEP ON IT?!?
MADNESS!


The funniest thing is, this kid came back acting as normal and scolded his dad.
"WHY DIDNT YOU SAVE ME, MAKE ME STAY WITH THEM FOR FIVE DAY?!"
LMAO! haha, nowadays kids are so "adorable".

This story concluded that,
it isnt good to come from a superb rich family also.
Your live will be taken away anytime and anywhere.
and you will never know.


Friday 29 August 2008, 09:33
IM BACK FROM MALAYSIA.

Went there not for fun , but to do some praying. To "accompany" my passed away grandfather for two whole days during this ghost festival. I still missed him, though it have been ten years already.:c I still remember... The last time i saw you. The days in the kampong. The way you brushed your fake teeth. The way you ate your "everyday-must-eat-medicine". The way you put on my socks for me. The toys you bought for me. Though i was only a 7 years old kid at that time, i know how much you doted all of your grandchildren. Especially me, my sister and chiling.
You're the best grandfather i ever have. You're the best grandparents i ever doted. Yet you left the first. I hate you because of this. I hate you because you smoked so much, despite the warning.
How i wish you can come alive immediately, to dote me again. :(

Weather there was so bad. But foods are great, "AS USUAL"! Have fun with my babies again, "AS USUAL"!

Photos? Not now. Just reached home, too tired. Next post then.

Alright, i missed the teachers' day celebration in school today. Shat. Planned to go back with b, but he went back himself. :( Missed to see lots of friends and cliques. Sighs. Such a good day and time to gather but i wasted. I must blame dad for this! He refused to come back on Thursday. So dad, you shall repay me back. How? Buy me more stuffs, give me more cash. Thanks! HAHAHA.

By the way, thanks b for the effort. "you, yourself should know". My "shift" button, yeayea?
Love. hahaha. ;D Take care of yourself okay?

Saturday 23 August 2008, 09:05
I still wonder if i should post this up.


Everything comes and goes quickly.
You have gain, at the same time you lose.
I wanna start, but please tell me how?

Admit to say, i'm started to ignore due to some "ajupalang" stuffs (i dont wanna mention). And because of this, people who started to ask me why, what happen, i tend to ignore and refuse to answer. Ended up, people left. Yours become strangers. Mine become passerby. Strangers become love ones. So i told myself, this time round i gonna treasure what i have. Try to get back what i have lost. Though with empty confidence, i will still try.

SCREAM OUT: I WILL GET BACKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! hopefully :C


Definitely, my one and only hope comes from baby.
Love.

Thursday 21 August 2008, 09:20



KANDI BAR






To make me drunk after the last paper. So devastated. Sighs.

Thanks chad, with all your encouragements.
Bestie LOVE! ;D

For all i know,
no better how much efforts i put in,
to get back what it was.
It will still a downfall for me.
No matter how i wish,
wasnt there says everything.

I know whos there for me, who isnt.
I deceived and i accepted.

No point tearing.
(ps. im not treating to get any sympathize, i dont need it too.)

Wednesday 20 August 2008, 10:20
LAST PAPER FOR THIS SEMT

Definitely, its something to celebrate about. So much so, tmr its my last paper-poa as mention right below. And those who know me well, should know its my weakest subj. A paper which needs some common sense, which i dont really have it. Understanding of the question is a must. Which i doubt i can. I have a very weak understanding concept. How sad.
But nevertheless, all the best to me.

Will go for a drink after
tmr paper.
But should i? Cause mummy will be at home alone
tmr. Cause my sister is not in town this few days.
She's superb lucky. Got the chance to go for a China trip. Go there for? NOT STUDY BUT SHOPPING! together with her school mates and teachers.
FOC some more! They went there to get some in stocks for her cca which is some enterprise blah blah. So rp is going to sell cheenaa stuffs soon. Check it out man! hahah. (Helping you to promote leh, sister.)
Back to the topic. And ya.. i m jealous! Cause she got the chance to sit on an aeroplane, which i don't. (
DONT LAUGH!) hahahah! Okay, i'm laughing to myself. But seriously, i have never sat on an aeroplane before. So sad, cause my family can't afford to go for an holiday. Owwwww. Pity myself. Believe a not. Beside Malaysia and Singapore, I have never enter into any country before. Owwwwwww. Pity myself. Such a pitiful kid. :(
I hope your dreams do come true.

HAHAHAHA! OKAY ENOUGH.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!


Tuesday 19 August 2008, 09:29
LMAO!

Everyone was asking me. "So, you agreed with the proposal?", "Are you getting marry?" and "Wx asked you uh". LOL! This really makes me pinch my stomach real hard.

So, i'm going to make everything clear now.

First of all,
To all my beloved readers, I'M NOT GETTING MARRY. No one proposed me to at all. The "he" is not weixiong. Its my cute lil fatty dad. LOL! He's not that rich now to buy me a diamond ring anyway. hahah. And for god sake, i still wanna enjoy my life. To me, marry = no freedom. So , i'll marry to my future husbane only when both of us have stable incomes. And my future husband must have 4Ps. Price, Products, Place and i forgot the last P.
(HAHAHA. Too much marketing already. LOL!) By the way, its 4Cs. Cute, Cash, Car and Charm.
OMG, I cant believe i have such high expectations.
hahah. Just kidding
NAHHH!. As long as, he loves me and i love him. That's enough. After all, i believe the value of loving each other is much more higher than the 4Cs.

Alright alright, its all rubbishism up there. ;DDDD

*

Left with one last paper. My weakest subj- POA.
(BANG THE WALL)

*

Alright, really have to go now. Someone is rushing me cause he, the noob shit wanna play mapleeeeee. Bravo! Too daring already. Play games in front of me when i'm studying.
You bang the wall luh! LOL!

<3>


Friday 15 August 2008, 04:30
ECONS SUCK! :(

A small, mini, tiny, wee birthday celebration was held in cchy; purposely for Ms.wong.
Mini enough because there's only four oldies students there.
Tiny enough because there's two small heart cakes from bread talk to replace her birthday cake. Budget enough, cause its only eight bucks. heeheezzxxxx.
Wee enough cause the whole "celebration" last for only 15 minutes.

LOL!!

Anyway, hope dear teacher likes the present and cakes.
And last but not least, LOVE US!
HAHAHAHAXXXXXX!



*


There's thing that happen only once in a life.
There's thing you have to think twice before you make your final decision.
There's thing you choose but you must definitely not regret.






THAT'S ... MARRIAGE.



I believe, everyone out there does not wish to have a second marriage.
So before girls step on the red carpet, they have to brainstorm for a period.
(LOL)

Well, "
he" proposed" to me this noon, with a diamond ring.
REAL ONE ALRIGHHHHHTTTT!!!
(Maisiaosiao!)

hahahahahahaxxxx. WOOPS!

Means i'm getting marry soon?
Right after my poly or this semester?
I'm so fagging excited!
(Slap me and ask me to wake up!!)
:DDDD














but slightly older for me.
HAHAHAHA.
(guess who is that superman! (: )


Wednesday 13 August 2008, 10:24
Its 2.24a.m now!

MUGGER!
A VERY LAST MINUTES MUGGER!
Econs on Friday. And I'm still not done yet. I'm severely dead. :(
Left one more full day to chiongggggg uh.

Then stats on monday.
Then marketing on tuesday.
Then Poa on thursday.
Omfg, haven't even touch them yet.
Lao niang si kiao kiao liao luh!

I'm hungry once again. Craving for long john. And know what, I smelled long john.. How come?! Arghhhs! Shoo shooo shooo, go away!

For all i can say, diet isn't feeling good.
I ate a small plate of mee in the noon. A meal in the early evening.
That's all! It isn't me! I dont eat so little usually.
I told myself,
If i grow even fatter after a period of diets.
Seriously i will go bang my head on the wall.
GRRRRRRRRR.


BID GOODBYE

Tuesday 12 August 2008, 05:51
Like finally,
i linked ALINE & SARAH up under "roll your ass".
They are my partners in school, how can i dont link, right?!?!
YAOOOOO SIEWWWWWWW &&& FINALLLLLLLYYYYY! ;D

Suddenly have the urge to link everyone up. Those whom i dont even know i also want to link luh! MUAHAHAHAZZZXXX! Come come, ask me to link you up. hahaha!

INSANE! -_-


Went down to Paya Lebar today to fetch love from school.
Oh yea, its my virgin trip to the school. Not very good luh, not much facilities.
Of cos luh, you just walked straight from the main gate to the back gate. You didnt even walk round the school. DUHH!
Anyway, i think i'm way too free. Bused from Yishun to Paya Lebar. After fetching love, then bused back to Yishun once again. I'm going to die soon. Two more days to exam. I can't even settle myself down and concentrate. Still have the mood to LALALA to Paya Lebar.
(Slap myself!)




BID GOODBYE ECONS. ;D
SLAP YOURSELF ECONS. ;D
OKAY! GOOD ECONS! ;D


Monday 11 August 2008, 10:05
The awful drink- sesame drink.

Make me puke but i have to endure!
Definitely i want to slim down.

I dont know why.
I eat very little, but why am i growing fatter?
No logic at all.
Sighs.
Cum wo mei you mood study luh~ :(




I smile to myself after watching through,
the vidoes took in amk hub, nebo.
Those days we spent,
though its only a small board game.
I laughed when i hear you laughed.
Thinking,
when is the last time i made you laughed,
happily without any distance.




I missed s.

Friday 8 August 2008, 21:29
1) CCHY'S BAZAAR
2) ANG MO KIO, SUMO'S HOUSE
3) TING'S HOUSE
4) CITY HALL, Raffles city- Marina sqaure- Sectec city

Went back to school today, CCHY!!!! Met my lovely girls, nice school mates and few of my most favour teachers; ms wong, ms zarina and ms katrina.
Last but not least,
(im gonna make this bigbig!)

WE HELP XINYI TO ESCAPE FROM SCHOOL.

CCHY'ians were only allowed to leave the school at 1pm. But, the siao cha bo left the school at 11.30a.m with the helps of us!( swee, pm, tinghui, me and ... someone else :x)
The whole things were so hilarious. Swee played a part to stand right in front of the big gate to keep track of teachers. Pm and Ting went to talk to our dm, make sure he's looks in another direction. Shift his focus to some chio booss. lol!
Haha, after many attempt, we escaped! No no, its Xinyi escaped!

NICE MISSION. (:

anyway, i realise i didnt take any photo with siaochabo.
randomly pick up one.
the girl in the front row twisting, is the she. lol
I'M PROMOTING YOU,
BAD STUDENT!!!!!!!!!!! ;D


Nice lunch with girls. Then headed to ting's house with swee.
Well, swee ps'ed us and went to meet her friends.
So both of us went to Raffles place to BUY PRESENT.

Buy what present? PRESENT!

LOL!






AWWWWWW..
Seem so nice feeding me yeas?
Well, i fed her from link to sectec. I'M NICER~





she said, dont take things for granted.
she told me, dont take things for granted.
she almost hint the nail.
i dont wanna lose any one.
i want everyday like yesterday.
i hope sunshine really do come after rain.

Simply love yesterday though time is short.
i still love like the past.


Wednesday 6 August 2008, 06:53
Went to Sumsung promoter training in the evening with Aline and Wanling at Sumsung headquarter.
We were told that it was just a short training, explaining the Sumsung products. But it took us like an hour plus. Like some lectures we usually have in school. The only difference is, there's no lecture notes for us.
We almost died there. -_- To make our life easy, we played bingo. Time fly with BINGO AH GOGO!
LOL.

The job isnt attractive, sound so bored. They didnt even tell us the pay, duration and venue.
So final decision, NO!


Dota is getting hotter in class. Among the girls, i think.




HAHAHA. I do play dota also! Surprisingly. (:
But my interest is gone. So fast, yea?

Monday 4 August 2008, 09:31
Life isnt unfair.
Blame yourself for being so stupid. c:
I admit,

It isnt nice being a failure.
Whereby you strive hard , but you dont achieve.
.
Then something strikes her,
what for pumping so much effort, when you know its a downfall afterall.
Then something strikes her,
Why do you give up so easily.
.
Downfall is only a step for you to cling on.
The future is then up to you.




Make me drunk.
I dont feel good. :c

Sunday 3 August 2008, 07:54
Pictures below shows you the past few days of my life.

Always get ready for studies, but end up...
















The end.
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Friday 1 August 2008, 09:40
Wanted to catch "money not enough 2" with my girls.
But, today is not the right day.
Sians.

, 04:20



I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE SURPRISE!!

Sayang bought "CRUEL ON STAGE" for me.
Two surprises continuously.
I'm loving it.



SAYANG: Hey, just now i walked past your house corridor, i saw a diamond.
LILY: (Huh? Dont scare me leh. Its the first day of ghost festival)
THEN I WENT TO OPEN MY DOOR.
SAYANG WAS STANDING OUTSIDE HOLDING THE DIAMOND SHAPED CD.
LILY: OMFG! LOL!

Sayang got the last piece. It's out-of-stock everywhere now. He went calling all the outlets and finally he got it. You are so so so so so so so "POWDERFUL".
Drop my jaws for you.

This time round, I will pay for it. Don't reject me, alright? (:




Ps: Er zi uh (alex), I GOT IT MAN!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!
*

Once again, thank you so much sayang.
You had never thought of giving up on me. It have been four months already. And still its a NEVER EVER! No one else can beat you down, i swear. You are always the best one to me.
You have never ever break my heart.
You have never ever made me cry.(eh, once!)
You have never ever talked bad about me in front of your friends, no matter how bad i treated you :x. ( I can tell. I know who did, an who didn't. (: )
You have never ever betrayed me.
You have never ever broken your promises.
You have never ever scolded me.
You have never ever failed to make me happy.
You have never ever....

I feel so so sorry. I didn't mean to break your heart.