hi dearests,
im trying not to make my blog to become a emo one.
just let me goes one round, and thats the end.
i promise that my futher entries,
will be something enjoyable.

ok,
I really hope people like you will understand that not everybody like something that are challenging. I dont make love this way. All i know is goes with the heart. I went before all the pains too and i understand. I believe everyone went through before also. I just wanna make myself clear. I know what i'm doing. I dont play & fool around. Sometimes things tend to be too complicated to decribe.

Cousin's wedding held at Fullerton hotel today. Nice decorated ballroom & superb delicious foods were serve. However, im not close to the bride, cousin at all. But still, blessings are given.

Its so nice to see couple getting married.
I want too. (;
So beautiful, so sweet.

Satay club with my babies after that.
FATSSSSS~

Access presentation today. I think my group did a fair job only. :( ms tan said we'll pass, its a matter of high or low passing grades.
My It skill, cmi.

We were told to wear formal today. Not very formal kind, average. The guys are all so nice looking today larh. Only for today, today, today! HAHA. For the girls, we are not allow to wear jeans, mini shirt, shot, t-shirt. Only, three quarter pants, long pants, collar shirt. Aline has none of the above,. So she asked and reminded sarah to help her bring a suitable bottom. But sarah forgot eveything about it. Expected. No choice, i have to lend the two of them my long pants. Wth right?! HAHA. (ahemmm, my meal!)


Before!


After!

hahaha, so funny! Some shots while waiting! (;


OLIVER! (my face is damn fugly, pardon me. (:)


YEELIANG, DARRAN, OLIVER.


JAMESSSS!


JAMESSS & DARRAN




Last but not least, EDMUND the la pi xiao xin! (;
Get well soon! (:


I wonder hows ting. :(




Im looking forward, 070708.

I followed what you said.
But still i got said by you.
WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?!
:(

I have never apologised to my guy before, at all.
But yet t you, i played a part as a guy.
I tried t put all the blames to me
whenever something goes wrong.
I'm the one who takes the first move.
Though you ignored me,
i cont to call, text,
do what i can to contact you.
Do you appreciate?
WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?!

You said i didnt make any actions.
all i know is to apologise.
Then, DID YOU?!
WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?!

Okay, its all my fault.
CAN YOU READ?.
ITS ALL MY FAULT! MY FAULT! MY FAULT!
WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO?!

I dont take it as a joke,
AT ALL!
Ask for fun?! "HAHA"
Then why did you ask in the very first place?
"HAHA"
WHAT YOU WANT TO DO?!

I have enough!
-broke down-
:(

K today with girls and two newcomers. Oliver and Edmund. Their presence really made lots of different. We cant get as hyper as the previous time, "Manner Manner". haha. But kind of spoilt it half way thru. "Ta Bu Lei Ta Han ahhh" If not the atmosphere will be tooo bored to stay on. After all, we enjoyed ourselves, but i doubt the guys were. haha.

I like because...
(;

I cant read your mind.
I dont know what ure thinking.
Even though we cant be like the past
Just let me care a little more.
-Real speechless-

Alright, no emo emo post. I ate potata salad during my dinner time. I'm not hungry at all. I'm superb full. But the box of long john in my fridge is tempting me. I know i'm fat. I need determination!
Its tempting meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :(

But,
I ended up finishing it.
"Buay Ta Han"

School was superb tiring today. From 8 in the morning till 7 evening. Yawn...
Class was so united today. We had msn mass conversation during macro tutorial class. Everyone was all talking cock stories lar. So lame, but hilarious. (; Tutor then turned crazy when she realised everyone was laughing in front of their own lappy instead of listening to her. Really can't stand ah meow's voice. Ewwwww!...
MK0804 is a naughty class. (;

After stats tutorial, clique went t watch movie at library cafe. Rah, aline and i rented Cinderella story. The process of renting was faggggging funny. Like some typical singaporeans who do not know how to use the renting machine. 'Buay Ta Han' , hahaha. Then i fall asleep on the sofa while others were so attentive in the movie.
After that was Macro lecture from 6 to 7 in the evening. So tiring.

Jam & Hop tmr!

i open my heart for you, i hope u'll tell me what t do.
i start t miss you.
online, plssss.

I know you care.
I know you are the one who concern us the most.
I know what you have done is becasuse you want us t be good.
I know and i understand. I really do understand.
I dont blame you, afterall you the one who always stand by our sides.
Thank you so much. Millions of thanks.
I appreciate, both of us do appreciate.
&
I'm glad t hv you as my *******

I'm so sorry to you,*** *****.
I made you tears again. :(
I dont know what to do.




Ting is flying in 4 hrs time. She's going Cambodia for some voleenteering work. I'm so worry, seriously. Those earthquake in China and Myanmar has already freaked me off. Moreover, Cambodia is so faggging near Myanmar. What if... Sighs. Sighs. (Touch wood, touch wood) My darling will be fine, superb fine. :)
Come back faster!!!!!!!!!!!

I have my effective writing ica 1 today. Find it quite manageable but still kind of worry. All along papers that i find it quite easy, always turned up the other way round. Results are always that low low low. Sad uh. Alright, i know what has done is already done. No point worrying also.

Macro tutorial was superb boring today. Plus tutor's voice was darm sharp , made us even more irritated. Seriously i dont understand a single of what she's teaching. I'm not the only one. Its an obvious that nobody is listening to her. Duhhhh.

I have lots of stuffs undone. Marketing project, Software applications project.
GO GO LILY! Dont slack anymore.
OKAY OKAY! Stop blogging. Back to work.

I thought my day will be bored again. But last minute decision was made. We headed down t pasir ris park by mc's big big car again~ (: It was already the late evening when we reached there. Rented bikes and we cycled for a couple of hours.