Vodka and Cavier

Monday, 30 April 2007, 09:44

OH FOOOOFHH !. TELL YOU WHAT, MS WENDYANG TOLD US LAST WEEK-SINGAPORE IS SINKING! LIKE WHAT VERNICE IS HAVING NOW. SINKING SINKING, SINKING TO THE SEA, & BYES BYES TO THE WORLD. EACH DAY, SINGAPORE IS SINKING BITS BY BITS. BUTTTT, NO WORRIES! SINGAPORE GOVT IS "CAPABLE" LARR. THEY'RE FINDING WAYS TO PREVENT IT. IF ONE DAY SINGAPORE SINK DEEP DOWN TO THE HELL, I BET I HAVE ALREADY LEAVE THIS BLOODY WORLD. LALALALAS! SOOOOOO, GOOD LUCK TO MY HEIRS! HAHA. REMB TO HOLD UP SINGAPORE! YEAAAAAAAAA. I WILL BLESS YOUS IN MY GRAVE. =) STUPIDDD, I KNOW!

MID YEAR EXAMINATION? MID YEAR EXAMINATION? WTF WTF! IM JUST SLACKING LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS NOWADAYS. OH TIAN, TELL ME WHAT TO DO. LALALALALAS. DROP SCHOOL? YEAAAAAAA. GOOD CHOICE! I SHOULD THINK OVER IT. HAHAHAHAS. SOCIAL STUDIES-Whats that? CHEM-what? pouring here & there and make the lab explode? PHYSICS-Measuring? How long is ur armpits hair? HISTORY-Nahh. mao? churchill? BLAHBLAH. MrVictor, im not interested in them, dont force me to love them! FNN- Waloov, I simply love eating! sadly, not theory. COMPSTUDIES- Beg you, I dont wanna be bill gates. ENGLISH- Forget it, my goodness sake! MATHS- i only interested in msKatty'S lesson. SO TELL ME, WHATS THE POINT. HAHAHA. ignore, just a piece of junks.

what had done, had already done.!
YAAA, i agree with you. THANKS A LOT, BABE!
ure so damn wonderful to me.
ur words are so true. i'll believe in whatever you say from now onwards!
MUARRRRRRRRKS TO LILY.
right, im going crazy. dont provoke me!
RAAAAAAAAAHHH!~ (MY FIRE BALLS)

Byes -___-

Sunday, 29 April 2007, 02:53

the wild imagination is driving me crazy. my heart feels so suffocated. it seems like it gonna burst in anytime. i just wish that, it is simply my stupid imagination that pull me round the merry-go-round.

i dont understand why am i the one who need to face this bloody world.

if i have a return, i will never fall into the well so deeply again. never ever!
escape is what i wanna do.
fulfill my dreams, my wants.

so normal.
utter sad & disappoints.just give me a break.

Thursday, 26 April 2007, 07:36

i love ben and jerry ice cream! YUM YUM! that creamy chocolate ice cream with that thick brownie. WAHAHAHAS. you enlighten my day so much. do you know how much i love you, my creamy creamy. MWARRRRRRKS. i will share my feeling with you the next day. i promise i'll carry you in my hand everyday when i hv you in my frigde. telling you all my sorrow-my emo side.

i realise daddy dont know how to count 1 2 3 4 5.
mummy&daddy on their way back home.
*ring ring*
me: maaaa! help me buy ONE lecture pad.
mummy: whats that?!?!?!
me: huo ye zhi, lecture pad.
daddy(driving): what she wants?
mummy: nai ge ma fan de yao lecture pad.
daddy: i know i know whats that. ONE lecture pad right?
mummy: yaaaa.
me: okays thanks. come back faster, i nd it!
after 15 mins. they reached home.
me: maaaa! wo de huo ye zhi?!?!
mummy: nehhhhhhhs, chair. heavy leh.
me (thinking): how heavy can ONE lecture pad be?
me: walao, mummy!!! why so heavy?!?! >.<
i opened the plastic bag and i saw FIVE lecture pads.
lily(complaining): daddy, i ask you buy ONE not FIVE. ur calculation... -_-
daddy: this is not the first time you asking me buy lecture pad. i'll get tired with it cannns. so i get five for you. stop asking me again.
lily(numbling): you thought i want. some asshole stole my previous lecture pad mah. stupid.
daddy: uhs uhs, what you scold?
lily: RUNNNNNNNN.
LOL. I KNOW ITS LAME. I HAVE NOTHING TO POST MAHHHHHHHS.

conclusion for today,
FUCKING , TIRING DAY.
=(

Thursday, 19 April 2007, 05:14

Big Brother.
that is what i always long for.
but tell me, where can i find him.
he is so badly needed for me.

i always wonder,
mummy: why didnt you give birth to a son before me?
im not saying that Big Sister is not good enough.
but why not just another BIG son.
whenever i hang around in the road,
i glance at Big Brother holding sister's hand,
with an envy pair of eye.
isnt that sweet. arrgh.
how i wish i can hv one too.

i always hv the chance to hold one tight,
but just that it will slip off in no time.
no matter how hard i wanna stay,
i wanna keep, i wanna hold,
it will just slip off from my useless hand.
is that fate. Hard Fate i mean.

i never blame them for being so.
cause no matter what,
they are once my Brothers,
who i truly treasure alot.
its just because the time we hv been tgt,
& communication just fall.
i just miss those times.
loved being called silly girl from you(1),
& the big hand shaking my head.
i felt so secure.
the sweet kinder brunoes you(2) owas gave,
filled my stomach with Brother's Loves.

RAHHHHHS, its all gone now gone now gone now.
isnt that difficult?

you(1)-i can still remember when i got you as my Big Brother. I felt superd happy. i cant sleep for nights & simply loved calling you KORKOR. i do not accept others when they asked me for sister. cause i know you are the one, the Big Brother. misses.
you(2)-because of you, i finally opened my heart & accept a second one. i love your humorous character, which always keep my smile going. you really take care of me during my secondary life. thank you & misses badly.

BIG THANK YOU FOR YOUS. ((((=

Tuesday, 17 April 2007, 02:44

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOH XIN YI !
i admit that it was a lousy present,
lets wait for next thurs i'll treat you a good meal. =)

Olevel pratical today.
*hush hush*
i think everything is fine. GOD BLESS.

My dishes. =D
when ms nor said i can start packing, my first step was to drink up my ice kacang. im damn thirsty at tt point of time. RAHH. & forget to snap down my mango ice kacang. >.<

& this stupid dnt student sneaked into the fnn room
and fought with me over my ice kacang.

then nvm, i forgive him.
he still secretly hide veron's vege popian and eat it.
somemore, i caught him red-handed.
this noon we have alr sent him to police. HAHA

do you think this girl can do it this time round?
washing with nothing splashing around?
hmms... ...

obviously she cant make it.
still nd me to help her clean the stove. -_-
THANKS ME THANKS ME, veronica.

after all. today practical is fun. LOVE THEM LOVE THEM . (((=

to you,
perhaps partner is just one object-
who u lean it on when u nd it,
dump it off when it's useless.

Sunday, 15 April 2007, 05:08

sometimes i wonder, how to be a fair person?
i just want things nice. i just want everyone to be good.
isnt that difficult.

i know im not a good friend to everyone out there.
perhaps what i have done for them, is only a small piece of joke.
but
im serious. im serious in doing everything.
just to put a smile on your faces.

i be a clown because i want you to laugh.
i make you laugh because i want you to be happy.
i make you happy because i dont want to see you sad.
maybe is not enough, i know.
im trying.
im trying to treat all my friends nice.
will you all appreciate?

i just need someone to talk to.
i just need someone to lean on.
i just need someone to put a smile on me.

back to reminences.
dream, dream, dream
i cant shake those memories.
let the dream takes me there.
because it seems so true.
sometimes i need those desperate times,
to make things all over.
karma.

Thursday, 12 April 2007, 02:08

trail on fnn Os level practice today. fail & fail. my mee goreng was too spicy and no much ingredients. im so lazy to cut chicken, cucumber and buy tomatoes. and poor goreng left with potatoes and bean sprouts. HAHA. but nvm, at least i feel that my ice kacang was average. haha. gg to try again on sunday. this time i really need mummy's help!

i thought the guys are not coming over to my house
but they suddenly appear outside my house in e noon.
they said they hv nothing better to do at home.

my on-making ice kacang!

& these 3 boys ! SLACK LIKE HELL. wtf.

veron's instant porridge. looks nice & presentable.
see the back of everything...

series of obstacles she met when cooking & washing.
porridges splash out from pot, soap splash all over my kitchen when she's washing.
theres no choice, i expected all these. haha. cause she dont do house chores at home.

stupid yinchow ate the blended durians with my blender.
cant you just pour them in a bowl next time.
so unhygenic !

YES, they are the ones who paint my life with colours! <33>
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I CAN SEE YOU TMR! =D

Wednesday, 11 April 2007, 00:09

after a month of lappy, i finally used back my apple com. while quite uncomfortable with the keyboard. hmms, nvm i'll get use to it after my big sister go for her poly journey.
i want a lappy too, mummy!

without realising that two more weeks will be the mid-year exam. i got so tense up after hearing what ms ang had told me. TWO MORE WEEKS TO MID YEAR EXAM. arghhhhhs !!! what?!?!. nevertheless, i hope my constant "studies" can help me a little during the papers. definitely, schools day with classmates were whole lots of fun. with them all to carry the atmosphere, i wont hv to worry anything. i feel so happy, happy, happy! =) & our clique form up a "cat association" with ms katrina, the cat association president. see, what a fun teacher we have. teehee. laziness bum on me today. i slept for two free periods. such a pig, i know. but hey, i slept beause teacher was not here today, okays. hah, *excuse*. but i got energetic back during the math lesson. HAH. i love ms kat's math lesson! =D

ignore her, she's just trying to be a poor one.

WORST! he is just trying to act cool. totally fail.

the real picture of them ! HAHA

finally a decent one. =D
they make my life real crazy, LOVEED.

Sunday, 8 April 2007, 05:34

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLIN LOH =)

went to marina bay & have steamboat feast with my beloved classmate ! ^^

forced colin to eat the chao da satay chicken cooked by veronica.
& can u see danny oh's idiot face. HAHA.

only a few shots were taken during tt day.cos all of us were busy cooking & eating.

these girls made my saturday alive. <3

my cute 4F monitress! :p

my full-time favourite SP1.
i always feel safe whenever she's ard with me.
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my baby is not in singapore, & this silly girl specially send me home after our studies at the library today. THANKS ALOT GIRL. =) simple love her that much,cannnns.

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i miss my baby baby baby. ! =(((((

Thursday, 5 April 2007, 21:18

spent our day in sakae sushi before baby go for his one week china & hongkong trip.

we regretted to eat there!. =( cause we cant eat very much.
(small gastric but big stomach.)HAHA.

this small little boy kept smiling to baby when baby turned his head back at him.
& whenever i waved to him, he ignored me. how sad.=(
MY BABY NOT GAY LARRRRRHHH. HAHA!

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its only a day & i miss you badly now! =(
tell me how am i gg to survive the next six days?
nobody calling me at night:
telling me you love me. im totalling not use to it.
baby, come back to me quickly,
i need you! DDDD:

i'll wait for you.!

Monday, 2 April 2007, 03:27

thank you.
you are just too nice for me, i mean it.

sorry.
for what i have done.
i wont please for your forgiveness.
cos i knew i dont have the rights.

i do love you,
trust me.