I smile more than i should

Who can she turn to when she needs someone, one day.
I just read a story about this little girl. Not going to tell the story here though. She feels no more exciting, no more gratifying when she's listening t high tune songs. She thought it's all equally t songs that flow out sadness. Friend is nice t be, good friend isn't. Thoughts flashed through her mind. Is she's doing the right thing. What have she done. She did made efforts, but where have they gone t. Down the drain perhaps. Nobody knows what she's thinking. Nobody knows she had actually did this and that. Nobody knows how hurting she is. Nobody knows...
She tried talking t someone. She thought she could continue the conversation every time. Till half way she stopped, always. She felt she/he is not the right person. Hesitation that came t a pause. She always believe everything will be fine after a good sleep. But this isn't right. Is she cheating t herself. Trying to convince herself that this is just a pea t her.
However, the true proves her wrong.
I just know,
she hates being in this world full of obstacles.

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