BUSY FOR TWO FULL DAYS.

Mummy went to Malaysia yesterday morning. Woke up at 5a.m yesterday just to send mummy to take her bus. I cried. I can't bear to leave my mummy, though is only 3 days 2 nights. :( I missed my mummy now!! I know that to people who have the same ages as mine, may think that i am so fooking shameful. YAAA, i totally admit that. But i just couldn't control myself. Simply because i am too close to my mom. She has never leave us alone in Singapore before, never allow herself to stay overnight outside. && does all the house chores herself even she is tired. Conclusion: We have rely on her too much. Or only me alone. Mummy is my best listener and adviser. She listens to my sorrows & knows everything about me. -My school life and even my relationship. Sometimes when i was alone, i reflect on myself. What will happen if mom leaves me one day? Have I done enough for her? How can i make her happy every now and then?
I think I will rather leave this world before her.

I was so damn busy during these two days. Morning was school time. Noon went out mugging. At night, I wash, i mop, i fold, I hang, i iron, i sweep, i clean my house. I did all the house chores all on my own. I'm so proud of myself! >((: My sister? Oooh, she is busy too. Busy dating with her boyfriend. Sometimes i was thinking, i am having Olevel this year. But still i have to spend three to four hours doing all the house works. Whereas my elder sister who is so fooking free, she did NOTHING-I MEAN NOTHING. She is so lazy!! STUPID! LOL. It's so tiring. Finally i realised how my mom feels everyday. >EXHAUSTED!