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Thursday, 19 April 2007, 05:14
Big Brother.
that is what i always long for.
but tell me, where can i find him.
he is so badly needed for me.

i always wonder,
mummy: why didnt you give birth to a son before me?
im not saying that Big Sister is not good enough.
but why not just another BIG son.
whenever i hang around in the road,
i glance at Big Brother holding sister's hand,
with an envy pair of eye.
isnt that sweet. arrgh.
how i wish i can hv one too.

i always hv the chance to hold one tight,
but just that it will slip off in no time.
no matter how hard i wanna stay,
i wanna keep, i wanna hold,
it will just slip off from my useless hand.
is that fate. Hard Fate i mean.

i never blame them for being so.
cause no matter what,
they are once my Brothers,
who i truly treasure alot.
its just because the time we hv been tgt,
& communication just fall.
i just miss those times.
loved being called silly girl from you(1),
& the big hand shaking my head.
i felt so secure.
the sweet kinder brunoes you(2) owas gave,
filled my stomach with Brother's Loves.

RAHHHHHS, its all gone now gone now gone now.
isnt that difficult?


you(1)-i can still remember when i got you as my Big Brother. I felt superd happy. i cant sleep for nights & simply loved calling you KORKOR. i do not accept others when they asked me for sister. cause i know you are the one, the Big Brother. misses.
you(2)-because of you, i finally opened my heart & accept a second one. i love your humorous character, which always keep my smile going. you really take care of me during my secondary life. thank you & misses badly.

BIG THANK YOU FOR YOUS. ((((=